Mistwraith
11-19-06, 11:40 AM 11-19-06
First of all, I want to say that I'm sorry to Rachy1412 and to Jennicat, but Rachy most of all. I'm sitting here, thinking very intently on what to say, becaue I'm afraid I'll say something wrong, or somebody will take it the wrong way. As ya'll have probably learned, I'm awful with words, and with putting my thoughts and feeling into words. Ummm, I'm just really sorry for what I said to you two. I over-react really easily, and anger is something I'm trying to overcome. I think it's a song that says, "...God's not done working on me...", or something like that. Well, I'm glad he's not, because if he was, I'd be a sorry sight. I really hope ya'll will forgive me. I KNOW I said things that I shouldn't have, and I'm really sorry for that, the filter didn't kick in. I spoke before thinking, and that's another thing I'm working on. I think that the hardest part when something like this happens is forgiving yourself for what you've done, well, I can honestly tell you that that is true in this case. I'm having a very hard time forgiving myself for what I've said. So, I just really hope you two will forgive you, and remember, God made you special, and he loves you very much!